I’ve been thinking of doing this for a while. Actually, I’ve come to the conclusion it’s best if I leave the roleplay side of the Internet for a while. How long, not exactly sure.
It’s not that anybody did something wrong, that the anons attacked, or that I’ve lost all interest in writing as Sephiroth. No, I am swarmed with things in the real world that need my attention.
- My car is about to break down in itself and I need a new one urgently.
- Family issues. Enough said.
- I have work. It is constantly keeping me busy with all the muggle idiocies and I am trying to become a trainer, or even a supervisor there, so my energy goes to that mostly.
- As some of you may know, I have a boyfriend too. My mind is always wandering to him and spending time alongside him, so I will be barely around anyway.
I’ll continue to write little things here in my laptop, since writing continues to be my passion no matter what. Will I post them? Maybe over at my personal blog. I’ll still be on Skype (zinmarie) whenever the chance presents itself also.
I’m truly sorry to all of my followers, to Final Fantasy Paradise, to basically everybody who I have come to love, write and cry with, who has inspired me to become better, to reach for the stars and never stop. I love you all very much, and it is a tragedy to do this, but it must be done.
Bless you all, my fellow roleplayers. It’s been a fun time we’ve had.
— Cristina, a.k.a. demensdeus
P.S. To the group who took me in, I love you guys. Thanks for the opportunity to write with you all and share laughs. It’s been a blast! Never stop being awesome!
“I am falling in love with you.”
“Cristina, I’m falling for you… Would you… be my girlfriend?”
“Mmm-hmm~ I’d… be glad to….because I am falling for you too…”
…also… please ignore my blog. It is a disgusting mess of mush and shit, because the theme decided to slap me across the face by fucking up its own html. Sigh. I have to fix it when I get the chance. JUST DON’T GO IN THERE.